boy: will you.......
girl: you should know the answer.
boy: i know.. i take it as a yes.
girl: no, you should know the answer, i had been giving the same old answer since the last few times you ask.
boy: you should know this is not what i want to hear from you.
girl: you should know this is the only answer i can give to you.
boy: after all these years, what i get from you, is this?
girl: say i am cruel or sort of this and that. that's the answer i gave to you now and ever.



someone asked me the other day through SMS, will i ever consider myself a new boyfriend or relationship
so i told him, my boyfriend is ABB, name is blah blah blah.. (you guys should know what it is after reading my previous entries...) he got a little upset or whatever it is.. i dont know ok..
then he spoke up..
in the past, you love music. almost everyday after school, the first place you headed to was not home nor canteen, but the bandroom. I had to go there and find you everytime till your bandmates know and got laughed by them..now you love bowling, so are you showing me that you are heading towards the alley everyday now.?
i cant blame him. cus is the fact and truth that i love music and bowling.
i know i ran to bandroom almost everyday then.
it is hard to see you too then after school.
you'll be home or somewhere else but not the badminton court in school.
maybe it was my faul for dumping you aside then.
but what happened in the end???
whatever, it's the past. we cant put the blame on anyone now.
whatever.
seriously, no one can change my mindset that i wouldn give up bowling and music for anything else.
this is the truth that SOMEONE ELSE HAD GONE THRU.
i choosen music over boyfriend.
and i had no regrets. serious!
and i had not given up on music, do not mark me wrong even i'm not in SP BAND.
that doesnt mean i gave up on music! (:
i love my eup.
that's the fact!!
OMT.
why i am being so emo and pen down these thoughts.
*heave a sigh*
whatever.
life will soon got to be better than this.



as promised,
the MUJI BOWLING TOY...

i am buying it!!
(: (: (:


as usual at work,
customers are so nice! (:
maybe customers are always nice except that day.
whatever.
i completed Nicholas Sparks' A walk to remember in a DAY.
all in a day work!
MY TIAN.
read it on my way to work and home.
and DONE!
that's really nice!!
i know by the time Rina & Nic read this, they will be like I HAD TOLD YOU SO!!
bought another book today ; I did a bad thing by some female author who has this as her first publish book
(: (: (:



Stan & Xuliang came by Muji today.
(: (: (:
Stan brought him there CUS HE LOVES THE CHOCO STRAWBERRY MARSHMELLOWS which i bought for them as x'mas gifts! (: (: (:
OMT.
i never knew XL loves food other than BIRDS, maybe.



was busily doing up and tidying my own department WHEN......
my 3 good brothers came.!!
(: (: (:
i was carrying some baskets to the entrance then...
voice: excuse me can i have the basket please.
me: sure. (looking up upon passing...) (OMT!)
you guys know my reaction to it lah..
NICE ONE ANDY!?
i wondered whooooooose rottenly good idea it was from, but whatever!?
who cares!? =x



i dont pity them for waiting for me after work.
they deserved it.
LOL


4. birthday with Casey, Sher,YT, Ping & Shenzhi at Sentosa & Cine
5. birthday with my BELOVED SEMBWINDIANS at Band chalet (: (:
6. birthday night with the 'old' him studying under voiddeck.
7. birthday with Fate & Lester at Vivo.
8. the letting go part.
9. STOCOBX
10. SYCC & POL-ITE!



wishlist 2007
1. us to stay happy (we are both happy now!)
2.health is impt. (i'm healthy)
3.GPA to be at least 3(it has not even reach that mark!)
4. to represent SP for POL-ITE. (yes i did!!)
5.them to get at least a GOLD. (well, they didn enter SYF this year ; truckloads sad!)
6.us be united.(i dont know!)
7.HIM to have a GPA of 3.9 again. (: *i m stressing u* (think he did!)
8.endless shopping (i miss shopping!)
9. new 11 pound ball (my track solution aint fake!)
10. dexter bowling shoe. (NONONONO!, i had not got it!)
11.more gathering for oxified.(nah..)
12. less stress from work =x (well, alright....)
13. break my personal record n doubles record (: (i/we did it! 232!! 1000++)
14. peace* (whatever!)



wishes for 2008!
1. ipod nano or psp before march'o8.
2. PFM option for year 3
3. break my record again!
4. overcome the stress factor in bowling.
5. POL-ITE in 2008.
6. maintain or improve the average that i had been getting these few weeks (:
7. sparing pin 7 & 10 like piece of cake. =x
8. LEARN TO SPARE PIN 7 & 10 S-P-I-L-T, so that Gab will buy me airtickets to OLD TRAFFORD.
9. FOLLOW THRU!
10. my steps!!
11. my balance arm
12. have a nice big "2" birthday! (i just cant believe i'm turning to an age of a number starting with 2!!) MY TIAN

people with smart eyes know my 3rd to 11th wishes are all on bowling!!
MY TIAN!!


tomorrow is my OFF DAY!
i am lucky that i am off.
cus my hardworking colleagues had to worktill midnight tomorrow!!!!
*pat on their back!*
it's 2.25 on the clock.
SLEEP!!
have some caramel sleep(:
i miss my caramel frappe and caramel macchiato.
i need some peppermint frappe too!! (: (: (: